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take care x0x0x
this is hard to say but...
next time i see you i think i want it to be the last time. Im gonna make sure those two days we are together are amazing and leave us with memories to cherish but i cant continue as we are. This is so hard - not only am i leaving you but im leaving ur family, my second family.
I dont know what to do. Im not gonna tell you, you will ask too many questions tht even I cant answer myself. I dont understand the logic behind this and if i dont you certainly wont. Also, if i told you the goodbye would be twice as hard...im so bad at goodbyes. I want our relationship/friendship to be remembered in a good way, in a happy way. I know you dont read this but i hope you understand or at least accept this wish babe and i promise you our two days together will be just like they used to be, and i will slip away leaving 'us' as I always wanted us to stay.
I think a bit of the logic behind this is im just too scared of you leaving me, Im doing this to save my own heart from pain. I will miss u crazily for the 1st few months. but it will get easier and i hope for both our sakes you wont notice.
I cant wait to see you, not long now. It will be a blast. Please understand me and dont make this any harder for me
xxxxxxx
task - 'write your funniest SONZ memory'
omg funniest thng that happened was between me and anna on the last nyt... its not what yur thnking, well we were n da gurls bunk room tagether, while u were all out n da deck, anna jumped n hayleys bed whch ws n da middle and i ws n top, on top of my bunk that is, i ws leaning over n ma sleeping bag tlkin to my buddy and she ws kneeing me n da back, i ws n ma sleeping bag all snuggled up then suddenly i feel my bunk lift out of its holders and some how i fell n anna then landed n da floor, pyrce came running dwn da chcks stairs thnking that something had died! he had that look n his face, i just pissed my self laughing! that has got to be the funniest moment i experience personally.
Thanx katie!
addicted to - almonds
monday's test - miracel
went to bio with max yesterday - boring
chipping away @ my lab report - ugh
study with max and carrie after research this arvo - yay
planning lauren's 20th - woop woop!
essay = finished
2415 words, 6 pages, 0 brain cells remaining, 9 coffees later
I'm a godmother, that's a great thing to be, a godmother. She calls me god for short, that's cute, I taught her that.
Cheers Ellen
apologies
sorry about my lame effort at blogging iv been uber useless lately
bek and i have been visiting mum and dad down south and checking out their new city - great place. only had enough spare time to be there for 3 days and now im back home working on a whooole range of stuff both useful and useless
check out some of these REAL headlines curtosy of funnies 1995 hope they brighten your day just as much as they did mine
Grandmother of eight makes hole in one
Two convicts evade noose, jury hung
Milk drinkers are turning to powder
Iraqi head seeks arms
Panda mating fails - veterinarian takes over
Enraged cow injures farmer with ax
Lawmen from Mexico barbecue guests
Miners refuse to work after death
Two Soviet ships collide - one dies
If strike isn't settled quickly it may last a while
Cold wave linked to temperatures
Something went wrong in jet crash, experts say
Kicking Baby Considered to Be Healthy
Stolen Painting Found by Tree
Psychics Predict World Didn't End Yesterday
Forecasters Calll For Weather on Monday
Most Doctors agree that breathing regularly is good for you
lawng time no post
fark yehhhhh we got our flat n had drinxors there a few wekends ago - i cant wait til we actually move in! this is milz's siiik back flip on emz bed haha we even did an undie run - yes it had to be done although photos the next morning were not as appealing as they were that night!
back in taranaki now so just bumming etc - start work next week :)/:(
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